Sunshine Journal

Have you ever had moments where you feel almost emotionless? You know there's this deep sadness, but it hasn't come to the surface yet and you're almost concerned as to why you're just so chill. Because you know that you're actually, in fact, an emotional person. So when will the storm hit or will it never come? Life as we know it has been a bit off kilter lately for everyone. It's forced us all to make changes, even if temporary. Just a few weeks ago I was in the thick of work craziness and I text Ben on the verge of tears, "I don't know how I'm going to make it through another month of this". And "this" wasn't just referring to work. It was mostly referring to my body giving out on me every single day. My constant fight for survival to get through each day. Life doesn't slow down for it, it keeps going. And in the tax world, it actually ramps up during this time of year. Normally I'd be enraptured by the thrill of some...

Ben recently informed me that he's my vitamin b! And yes, I laughed a lot at this. I laughed because it's true. Most B vitamins help with energy and I would say that Ben does in fact do that. He's that person that just makes me feel better just by being there. I hope all of you are fortunate to have someone like that in your life. I'm so lucky. Real talk about vitamins though. Many of you probably know that there are 8 types of B vitamins, but have you ever wondered why there are gaps in the numbers? Well, it turns out the ones in the gaps were once thought of as vitamins, but now they no longer consider them vitamins. It's like Pluto! They just kicked them out! But things are always changing, so B15 could make a come back. You just never know. So we left off last time with me struggling with my gut. I started begrudgingly making celery juice again. And once again it's saving my life. So maybe I should stop being a pill about it and hum delightfully as I put t...